when i loved again...

out of the fire comes sunshine.

these past few days have been the most stressful days ive ever endored.

with my sons father, not being able to find a job, tryna live comfortable with me and my baby.



a few days b4 all this stress started to over shadow my life i started to talk to my ex lover once again.

when we ended me and him were not on good terms, we were young and scared to love.

i tried my hardest to love another (my sons father) butits true what they say.

u only love once and u only love one person.

hes my other half.

im crazy, hes mellow, im loud, hes quiet, i would say that we are total opposites.

but we enjoy eachothers company.

i honestly think that if he wasent in my life rt now i would lose my mind when i talk to my sons father.



do u think that God placed him back in my life for a reason??



cause it really started all around the same time.

he came back in my life and my sons father started to trip.

hes given me soo much advice on how to talk to my sons father and even tho he doesnt have any kids hes juss given me gd advice from a mans point of view.

stuff i prolly wouldnt care about and really would look over cause i dont give a crap.



when we talk, he respects me and makes sure that im doin good b4 anything.

he tells me all the stuff i want to hear without me having to tell him or hint to it.

i appreciate him as a man bc knowing that my sons father is not in our lives and not taking care of what he needs to be taking care of, hes there to help me and support me.

i can honestly say that i love him.
things change when u been drug thru the dirt.

tiff