U gOt it BAD!!!!!!!!!!!

Ugh! NOw this sOng by usher is really hittin hOme fOr me.

LOve is One strOng emOtiOn and its hOnest that u juss can't turn it On Or Off. I mean shhheeessshhh there has been nights where I've called and I wOuld hang up cause I wOuld lOse my whOle thOught and I wOuld instantly get nervOus abOut talkin tO him. Ha! SIMP IS WHAT U CAN CALL ME!

Even still almOst 2 yrs later I still get nervOus. I'd still try tOo avOid callin him cause I hate ackward silence. What can I say when u find sOmeOne that gives u chills then that's hOw u act. All u want tO dO is impress them and make them like u mOre than they dO already.

Its a hOrrible nOw that I think abOut it. Cause ur heart really gets brOken and strange things cOme Out Of that.
I mean lOok @ lauren hill the mOst talented in the game @ her time. PhenOmoenal musician. She gOt her heart brOken and nOw she's sOo far gOne she turned her back On the music. She turned her back On the Ones [me] that needed her music. Her music be pullin me Out. NOw I'm stuck where she @. But that's what a brOkenheart dOes tO u. It makes u wanna dO stupid ish.

Happines is truely my sanity is sOo tru tO me. And I think I won't stOp until I get it. And I fall intO this "I'll settle fOr anyOne that makes me happy" attitude and there's where I fall @.

Ugh! Its clear I gOt it bad. SmH